Today I have been thinking a lot about why I blog.
I think over the past couple of years I have been trying to be something I'm not.
I haven't been totally honest.
I haven't been 100% myself with you guys.
And that has made me not want to post.
I have these unrealistic expectations of what each and every post should be before I actually publish it.
Unrealistic expectations for myself, my photos, my body, my outfits, my life, my words, my hair, my skin and makeup, my relationships, everything.
And I'm tired of it
The past month or two has felt the most like myself
but it has only just started to feel that way
I have decided that for the next few weeks I am going to be posting truth
If by the end of these few weeks I still love blogging,
I'll keep posting.
If by the end of it I realize it was all a sham from the start
I can end this before I waste any more of my time, and yours.
So hello blogging world.
My name is Margeaux.
It's nice to finally meet you.